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This was clicked during my last visit to Kerala. I look fat, my sis has got this weird expression. and my aunt is  looking sideways. But, who cares? we are with our Grandpa. How much I miss him.
 I wish I had a chance to say Good Bye atleast. But he is not really gone. And I'll love him forever.

Mutasha, I love you more than words could say and you will always be one of my most favourite people in the world. I miss you loads. May your soul rest in peace.

Werewolves vs Vampires and Yay! Humans win :-p

Okay call me crazy but Jacob Black is what makes "Twilight" Series readable. Or is it the image of Taylor Lautner as Jacob Black which makes it readable? Well, it's one and the same, right?

Chances are that only Werewolves and its kind would agree with me on this. And Amrita and Rucha would never agree with me. They prefer Vampires, Edward Cullen to be precise.

This is how Amrita defends her choice - "Werewolves...yikes...hairy, smelly, ugly, with snouts, mo class, rumaging through jungles without clothes..typical Mallu choice...ROFL. Vampires on the other hand are beautiful, classy, our breed in some way, rich, have stories to share through generations, can bear kids, they are living for in search of eternal loveee, how romantic is that!"

This is how I TRIED and FAILED to defend my choice - ~drools over Taylor Lautner~ "Hmmm taylor Lautner..hot, really hot, absobloodylutely hot, rides bikes, knows to assemble bikes and cars (all the more better), cliff dives, adventurous, has a great sense of humour, rummage through the jungle without clothes and if all the Wearwolves are even a percentage of what Taylor Lautner looks like, then Jeez, May the Werewolves never find their clothes again. Amen":-p

I have n't read got around to read the entire book much, so I couldn't come up with something relevant to prove that Werewolves are better. Actually, Iam not overly fond of Werewolves either.  And honestly speaking, I don't think I like vampire-werewolf-or-some-strange-half-animal-half-human love stories.

And call me crazy once again, but someone should lend Edward Cullen (and me too :D ) a sense of humour. Hurry, please!

I don't know how to end this post. So, Bbye. Night!

P.S. This blog entry could win the award for the lamest blog entry ever. Really.

Another twist in the story.... and I hope its just a twist and not a tear!

How my ligament tear screwed my life's precious 2 years is pretty much a famous story. Well, if you haven't heard about it, then you can go and read an entry in this blog titled Kahani mein tear. I got the surgery done a year ago and I was looking forward to start playing sports again. Well, now I think I have ruined my chances for another couple of months. Two mondays ago, I managed to pull down the shutter of some shop on my left foot. I am an ass. Seriously. How in the world did I manage to pull it down on my foot. Whoa Whoa Whoa, what the hell was I doing with the shutter of "some" shop? And my dearest God, I am not complaining but please pray what were you thinking while designing my ligaments? Some questions can never be answered!

This week has been kinda terrible for me. Losing my Grandpa and now having to go through this injury.

Later folks.

In loving memory of my Grandpa

I lost my grandfather (on my mom's side) day before yesterday. He was 88 years of age. I loved him a lot, I still do. We were really close. And probably he is the only person with whom I have never had even a single argument.I adored him. The last time I met him was when I visited Kerala for my cousin's engagement and that was 6 months ago. The last time I spoke to him was on April 15 - Vishu. And it kills me inside that I would never be able to meet him/speak with him ever again. Everyone says that I gotta be strong and they say that its ok cuz his time was up and all that but that doesn't make it easy. Now all I can do is hold on to the memories tight. And, I have loads of memories of us, sweet memories.

I hope that I have been a good grand child to him cuz he has been a great, great grandfather to me. Well, not just me, he has been great to all of his 10 grandchildren. I love him and miss him more than words can say. There are two marriages in the family next month. My cousin Kishor is getting married to Ramya on June 19th and then my another cousin Aswati is getting married to Abhilash on May 24th. The weddings have not been re-scheduled. Under the circumstances, I would find it terrible to attend these weddings next month and my grandfather will be sorely missed. But, I will definitely go to support and cheer up my cousins. They are really shattered that grandpa won't be there. But he will always be loved and remembered. He is been great to all of us. He and my Grandma raised 5 amazing kids. They are my most favourite family and I am proud to say that I am a part of that wonderful family.

I just want to say that Grandpa(s), Grandma, Momma, Dad, Geeta Chitta, Jeeju, Dee, Kuttuz, Arjun, Gouri- I love you all a lot.And my closest buddies - Roo, Poo, Jammie, Asmi, Amrita, Shaggy, Praju - I love you guys a lot.There are probably a thousand more in my "I-love-you-too" list, but the people mentioned above mean the world to me.

P.S. My paternal grandfather died when I was little over one. But I am told that he loved me a lot. I hardly have any memories of him. And there are times when I sit and wonder how things would have been, had he lived longer. There are times when I wish that he was around so that I could have known him and shared the special grandparent-grandchild bond with him.

whatever!

We are humans. We make mistakes and may repeat them once in a while. We are biologically programmed that way. Deal with it!